My Love..

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my love..

as you say ‘my love’..

the words push air into my lungs

and i breathe in feelings of peace and ecstasy.

hopes for an authentic coalition rush through my chest,

butterflies finding room in my hearts home

oh, how ive waited years to hear these soft words wander through my ear canals..

it makes its way to my cognitive receptors,

lingering along the paths carved into my brain

that give my personal powerhouse its physical individuality..

every line resembling the many lovers that have walked through my mind,

leaving a dent in their footsteps..

you say “you are love(d)”

something about those words used to feel so foreign to me..

with intent for reassurance, you give me more than bargained for..

instead of just a hug i’ve got a home,

instead of kisses ive gotten energetic imprints,

instead of love-making i’ve gotten divine union.

constant waves of anxiety and self sabotage try to overcome my surfaces..

in an attempt to drown out the fear, i connect my bluetooth to your voice

and allow nothing but sweet somethings to interfere with trauma’s vibrations.

i tune my antennas to TwinFlame.FM

and wait for the daily dose of excitement to echo through my spatial awareness